first it was concentrating on the modules i had to edit, i practically had to delete all of the stuff and encode new data! dang!
then i had to focus on family time as edwin just arrived from a 2-week stay out of town.
now i'm in the hospital watching over maxie who has been admitted for pneumonia since yesterday.
fitday.com for now is a thing of the past, and yes because it was my sole motivation, i'm slipping fast and hard. i've been eating sweets like there's no tomorrow. and eating full meals at that!
since sunday, ive been talking about popping diet pills to get some help, like a head start, of sorts.
there's this pill called 'goodliness', it's made in china and is quite cheap. and the results, the ones who have tried it say that it is very effective and you lose weight fast. but chinese products scare me so it's not my first choice right now.
the other one, the name of which i can't remember is a lot safer but kinda pricey cause its branded. and there are no side effects. 'goodliness' they say make your mouth dry and some people get hyper or palpitate. this branded one's only side effect is the small hole it might make in my pocket. small probably but a hole just the same.
plus, i would have to quit breastfeeding maxie, not that he gets much out of me anyway. but it's part of our bonding moments. maybe i'll wait till it hurts when he bites. gums, i can still take.
discipline, how do i keep it when lack of sleep drives me to hunger? and, exercise, when will i have the time?
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