i'm drowning myself on a concoction i invented. i don't even know if it is a valid mix. but they are what i have and i wanted to drown fast. so i fixed myself some bacardi and kahlua with ice. which filled my coffee mug to the brim. yes, i used my coffee mug. don't ask why.
i know, its a lot of empty calories. but compared to the mess i am in right now. i know it is worth every bit of it. not to mention, yummy too. [ think i put too much of the kahlua].
anyways, on happier note, i discovered that heartache makes me not want to eat. even if it makes me feel so damn hungry the whole time. hungry and nervous, i've been in that state since this morning, well up until the cocktail invention kicked in and worked its purpose.
if you are wondering, yes i am intoxicated as i type this. happily so. good night then, here's to a hangover-free morning when i open mine dry eyes at day break.... =P
oh yes..heartaches makes kills our appetite. whatever heart problems you have now chiar, know that it'll pass..
ReplyDeletethank you mai. it's actually trouble on the home front, stirred up by yours truly. but no regrets there, had to say what i had to say.
ReplyDeleteits good to finally get things off my chest, even if i don't know where it will get me. =P